Today for a second I waited
A pause that I needed to take
Held tight were my eyes to the pillow
Delayed was the motion to wake
A moment was need to listen
To the silence that filled the new day
A moment to be more decisive
About the self that I want to portray
Sometimes I wish I felt pretty
Sometimes I wish I was more
Sometimes I wish I could vanish
Through a promising wide-open door
Sometimes I wish I felt needed
Sometimes I wish I was true
Sometimes I wish I could realize
All the things that I've needed to do
But the wishes of maybe are countless
And the hours do not disagree
That time makes a habit of slipping away
And there's only one chance to be me
I'll always know when I'm tired
And I'll always know each mistake
I'll always know when I'm happy
And I'll always know when I'm fake
I'll never regret what which happens
I'll never deny a good friend
I'll never, on purpose, harm my own heart
I'll be there for me
In
The
End
