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Friday, May 8, 2009


For a girl who is supposed


To do a lot of loving


I sometimes do


A lot of hating



I hate me for being so involved with him


I hate him for not being involved enough with me


I hate them for needing him


It’s all so, so unloving


And I never meant it to be that way



All I wanted was a little love


And it certainly started innocently enough


But on our way to finding love


We lost our innocence



When things get really intense between us


We touch and listen to music


And we are so close and so much a part of each other


That way we shut out all the rest of the world


And he promises that some way we are going to be together forever


And I asked why


And he says, “Someday”



Someday I can go to class with him


And someday those tickets I order for the theater will be for us


Someday I’ll be able to call him in the middle of the day


And he’ll drop everything to fin out what’s bothering me


The way it is now I can’t afford to tell him what’s bothering me


Because he loves the no bother of me


No stopped sinks in our relationship


He adores the reality of our unreality


But someday….


Someday, he says



I don’t know what will happen


If I tell him we’re through


I’m not sure I’m strong enough


To study alone every night


And I’m not sure I’m brave enough


To get into a class that’s cold on both sides



And as much as I love


Meeting him at seven


And dread


He is leaving me at ten


What should I do without those hours?



What do I want?


Part-time Khairul?


Or full-time, empty me?



I wish I knew what to do



How do you know when


You want to change your life


And upset a clutch of people


In order to make yourself happy?



When do you decide


You have the right to decide?



More important….


Does he?



Smile always | 23:09