the thing i hate the most... is someone a friend of mine
i hate her not because she was cruel nor wicked
but
i hate her because my mother always compared her with me
i hate it when my mom says "why is it that A**i can get straight A s for exams and why can't you? "
i hate it when my mom says "why is it that A**i and you went for the same tuition course but yet she got higher marks than you?"
i hate it when my mom says "look at A**i, she is cleverer and more genius than you"
i hate it when my mom says "you make me feel so embarrassed when A**i's mother told me about A**i's results"
i hate it when my mom says "i am a well-known teacher, and you got these results, how am i gonna tell other people when they ask about your results?"
i hate her very much
i so hoped that she never existed in this world
i know this is really wicked for thinking like that
but i really hate her
i hate her for her results for her positions for everything that she is better than me
why can't my mom tell me that "hey, sheng ping, your guzheng is better than her" "hey, sheng ping, your arts is better than her" "hey, sheng ping, your calligraphy is better than her" "hey, sheng ping, you can calculate faster than her" "hey, sheng ping, your music talents are better than her" "hey, sheng ping, your bahasa malaysia is better than her" "hey, sheng ping, your general knowledge is much more better than her" "hey, sheng ping, you have more confidence than her"
i hate it when everytime i got lower results than her
even for one single mark my mom will nag nag everytime when i want something from her especially when i tell her i wanna go out with my friends
i am already studying very hard i just couldn't catch up with her
